after he left to the airport, i was sitting on our bed, reading my name is asher lev, when i finally finally felt the little baby move inside of me. what a freaky, cool, amazing, odd experience! and to think that it's just the beginning and i'll start to feel it more. the good news is, with seeing the baby, feeling it move, and actually looking pregnant - i finally feel like this is a real thing. and i feel like the world around me is so beautiful and i can't wipe this goofy grin off my face.